well , it was better by end of day yesterday , and a bit easier today , the muscles have bridged and i will have a little longer recovery period as a result but i am in a much better mood and looking forward to the end of this event wich will not cancel my thanksgiving festivities nor prevent me going to work , i am much better now both physically and emotionally , just needed to let out a rebel yell the other night ...and shoot something ???
i can get this fixed tomorrow - i will plan it around the end of the day so i wont have to sit in my car back to work and then home again , that offers the best chance i will only make one trip to the clinic ,
ive been easing back on my foolish moves for years - mostly to prevent these episodes , now its going to be easier - ill just claim old age , but one thing i have noticed about society these days , no longer do the young look out for the older as readily as we did when we were young , when i moved here both my neighbors were old , i helped them with their home yard projects , i was always mindful of their age and the task - i tried to step in when youth might be important ,
they are dead and gone now , i have taken their place and new younger couples have moved into their homes , i can get help when i ask mostly , but seldom get the consideration i offered their predecessors , its OK - they are great neighbors , life has just changed and im not going to complain - i was brought up differently , and perhaps the view inward is not so much like the view outward ,
i know we dont live in a halmark christmas movie , and i will get by , it is just hard looking out at things when you are injured and knowing what needs doing that you cannot do - at that time ,
odd , i think i have become my father
and its OK